daily entry ! the best you can hope to do is just slow them down a little.

This year has been an unexpectedly sad one. The losses, the damages, and the ones that get stuck in between. People walk into our lives only destined to leave it. Making us ponder, what was it all for in the first place? What were they here for?
 

It’s frustrating how when one changes, another gets left behind. How when you try so hard to move forward, you only end up right where you started. Now, I’m counting down the days to the inevitable end. Or should i say... the start.

I say goodbye to my friend.
I say goodbye to my best friend.

I say goodbye to people that meant the world to some.

I say goodbye to people that meant the world to me.

I say goodbye to relationships that never even started.

I say goodbye to relationships that never even existed.

I say goodbye. Over and over again.

I tried. I put up a good fight for some. And for others… I’m sorry if it wasn’t good enough.

poem ! sole

rub it in my face why don’t you.

a solitary imposter disguised as a duo.

it’d be so much easier if everyone just knew the truth.

i’m getting more fragile

every time I keep my mouth shut

and pushing away any chance I have.

don’t listen to them.

just trust me.

when I tell you I’m alone. just like you.